12Nov
Ytd met mr wee (EBS teacher) n he gave me 1 ticket voucher is Eng Wah de.
After tat at home slack till 4plus went to work slept in the train cause i ate a med tat will cause me sleepy. 5plus reach work place i abit flu.. Kinda xin ku feel like request go home early but i didnt say. 10pm le end work baby come fetch me home n we go mac eat cause i very hungry we eat till left fries onli but i still kinda hungry n the lights r off so we pack the fries n sauce n eat it while we walking to city hall mrt station.=)Blah blah blah i reached home abt 11plus. Baby juz now reached hm abt 12am. =) Abt 12plus am my da gu help me massage till i abit doze off massage till 1plus den finish n we go slp.. TIRED!><

13Nov
Today i slept till 12plus den wake up cause i dam tired. ><
Later 5pm working.. Till now i haven eat my lunch i going to cook maggie mee for my lunch. =)
Tired>< Baby today never come fetch me cause he gt bball training. He today have to reach hm early cause tml is his cousin weddings n his cousin asked him to be brothers. any sabo to his cousin he have to cover it. haha.. lol.
He sure drink beers/champaine(ps dun noe how to spell) in his cousin wedding dinner de. haiz.
Tml maybe will be very less msg him cause he busying.)'o'(
Tml i also working the same time as today.


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I gt working today. Finally today gt work cause i rested 3days at home liao very bored. Ltr i going to my work place le. =) kinda scare again cause few days didnt work. Ytd is baby de dad b'day. Baby totally forget is his dad b'day untill his mum told him den he noe n tell me. I said him unfillal son so bad even ur dad de b'day u also dare to forget den he at there keep saying sorry to his dad they went to east coast n celebrate. =) Ytd i chatted wif auther daddy. hmm... now i realise i kinda long didnt contact him le. =X
Last thurs i working den gt our big boss n manager there kinda scare lo. =X on tat day gt few ppl asked me tat our restuarant gt wireless anot i was like erm... nth to say.
Hmm.. i still left abt 28hrs jiu end my training n my salary will become $7 per hour if i not wrong. Weeee....
Today baby wont fetch me home cause his dad dun let cause tat time he send me home he reached hm 12plus his dad not very happy. I already 4 days didnt see baby le include today. =( cause he busying on his project n bball training. haiz.
Hope he quickly holiday or no bball den he will have more time to accompany me. Wo jiu hen kai xin le. =)

ended.. I going out soon le.
bye bye. ^.^
Hope tat i cn rmb the dishes tat i have to serve customers.
Hope tat today i go to work wont make any mistake. =X
Hope tat i dun be so scare cause once i scared i will stomach pain. hehe..

1Nov
Today is me n my baby de 8th month anniversary.. At church after lunch we played twister kinda funny n fun.. haha.. abt 1.45 we gt fellowship den we choose edmund ho to be our fellowship leader den we suggest some events for next yr.. =) After fellowship abt 3pm i called my work place there n asked them when i working in tis wk. They say thurs fri sat sun i was like huh. Too bad tat i cant accompany baby on sun. haiz .. After tat we cab down to snow city.. It cost abt $19. Snow city per person $20 Den we spent 44dollars plus to enter the snow city cause we rent the gloves. We played till very fun.. But our butt pain.. My ear freeZe like hell cause baby go throw snow balls on me.. grrhh.. But today is halloween de.. so not bad we gt saw some scary stuff i ganna shock by 1 staff cause he acting halloween de thing.. But baby didnt notice it den i told him i ganna shock lo. Den his reaction is like gt ppl there meh? i was like wth.. =.=
Den we in snow city some staffs asked me n baby let them take pics. In the end we let them took photos of us gt abt 17 pics. =.= But we didnt buy cause kinda ex.. We so famous. haha.. lol..
After snow city we went to cwp watch poker king. The show not bad la but beside us de cpl at there watch show halfway suddenly kissing in fron of us den we was like wat the.... Baby send me home den i Abt 11pm reached home. Den baby take cab home..













I ganna shock by tis guy. cause he standing at a dark place n kept quiet. grrh..



It's very fun today. Happy 8th month baby! <3

24Oct
We met at amk bus interchange bus no 138.Cause Me n my chuurchmates go night safari for halloween.. But tis yr not gd than last yr.. Last yr is more fun.. Tis yr we sit in front den not scary de.. so lol lo.. Pay $35 per person somemore.. haiz.. Be4 we go meet them me n baby go north point to find jian ze present. we bought a baclet wif his name 0n it(Me n baby share $$$) n a massage stick(jl bought).. After tat we go meet them at amk.. Den gt someone called me but i missed den i call back in the end is a job for me in holiday. i worked in marina square waiteress. The shop called Just Acia. It's a New shop.. BLAH BLAH BLAH!!! Den we finally reached home 12plus to 1am like tat.

25Oct
Today after church ate lunch den we go to jian ze house.. cause today is jian ze b'day celebration. He like the baclet tat we gave he say it's nice. =)
We at there swimming till 4-5hours den we went back to my gu ma house n eat buns n bath cause we r hungry. After tat we went to BBQ pit help jian ze.. Blah blah blah! Den at nite quarrel wif baby cause his attitude reali changed alot till i cant believe it n disappointed on him. I cried. After tat we left he take cab n send me home in cab we hugging n kissing but i onli kiss abit jiu dun want le cause i dropping tears very sad.. =( den he at there say srry. but after still gt quarrel abit again. Den now ok le. HAIZ...

26Oct
I went to sch. Den on the way to sch saw fer den we chat in the end we two found out tat we worked in the same place.. But she is F&B mine is waiteress..
In sch i cried i told baby tat i abit tired le.. DEn like quarrel again abt 15-35mins we say sorry to each other.. sad sadAbt 4.40 i went out.. Cause i worked in night shift from 6-10pm. I very nervous n scared. Cause tis is my 1st job.. =) I reached marina square i use such a long time to search the shop.. Cause tat time the ppl onli tell me is 02-05. DEn i start working. Learnt alot of things.. =) But menu i have to try harder to rmb it.. Ytd 1st day of work jiu do mistake.. =( I accidentally make drop the tray n plates.. Den the soup ganna my leg but luckily is not too hot. After i dropped i feel guilty n ps.. I at there say sorry but they didnt scold me they juz asking is my leg alrite.
Be4 i found the shop my leg injured.. Cause the skin peeling off. 10 pm le cn go le.. My leg is very tired.. cause stand for 5hours.. Starting of the work i go give flyers For abt 15-30mins. Den changed to another guy.. Den i in the shop do many thing.. Clear the tray when the customers ate finish.Give them cups if is set meal. I tot the price is high but actually is average. Two two is not bad.. he is my SHI FU.. All the staff there is not bad to me. =)
After tat reached home 11.15 like tat. seng kor come down fetch me home cause late liao.. my mum worry asked my sis go fetch me when i reached marsiling..
Reached home i very hungry.. I drank 1 cup of milo. When i reached city hall mrt station the mrt is dam crowd i no place to sit but my leg very suan n pain..

27Oct
Today sleep till 11plus cause very tired. I asked baby to come fetch me when i finish my work. But he dun want to tell me when he wanna to give me a surprise.. But he say is in this wk.. I also dun noe when lo. haiz.. I dun have enough black pants. Maybe i thinking to buy a few for myself.. Or else i keep wearing my sis de scare they no pants go to work.
Ltr i going to work again.still scare scare.. I scare i will make mistake again.. =( =X Dun noe ltr i will do wat mistake again.. =X


Ended. =)

15Oct
Baby coming my house find me n eat dinner. After my mum go i n him play WWE den if i not wrong i won him.. wahahaha. =D I go sit on his back n put his legs up n bend it behind.. Den he at there shout.. haha.. But when he make me is reali kinda pain.. He use his hand n round over my neck kinda pain lo.. Den he use the matter tat i use on him n he go put n bend my leg n sit on my back.. he so fat lo.. haha. opps =X
Den he say he disadvantage cause i'm a dancer den my legs are flexible than him.. I at there laugh.. haha.. Play kinda rough we two didnt give in each other.. But i told him i want like fighting like punch each other or wat but he dun want so he play wif me resling. (Dun noe how to spell). lol. Den blah blah blah.. Den gt one bee in my house i shouted n ran away he laugh at me.. grrhhhhh.... Abt 8.45 like tat we went to walk walk Den blah blah blah.. i keep hug him cause kinda nice to hug him .. =) Cause he gt one big BELLY.. haha.. =X After tat gt a small cockroach ganna his lips den he at there split his salivia out.. haha.. Den at my leg there he say gt juz now the small cockroach den i faster jump down cause i was standing on the chair.. den he at there laugh me again n he take my things for me.. cause i left on the table which near the cockroach... grrh... eeeeeee.. Top up my prepaid card le. weeee.....

16Oct
9.15 finsih maths exam almost cant finish the paper by the time.. Luckily i do it fast gt few qns dun noe how to do.. =X After tat went to CWP wif jeefrey ang n fer eat breakfast/lunch. After jeff went home den me n fer went to play piano cause fer wanna play n i teached her some songs.. lol.. She played till very funny n keep pressed wrong key.. =.=.. Abt 12 we went to Xcraft,The bluez n Power 9 cause fer wanna to but earring. Den in the end walk till the bluez den she bought 2 earing n 4 hairclips. DEn after went home about 2plus nearly 3 kai leong( my ex gan stead) bought for me VOKA.. weeee... But jianliang angry.. =.= Cause he say i keep drinking but i few months drank 1-3 like tat onli ma.. Den he never angry liao.. =.=......
Now alone at home.. Tml sis all go church fren ROM/wedding but i didnt invited cause is their own fellowship de.. PLUS baby tml not free gt BBALL MATCH.. Sian.. =(

Tis video is korean songs.. is kinda touching. Recommend by baby de..



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Today in morning go church wif baby. After church ate lunch wif sammuel n jianliang n a teacher. After tat we take bus to vivo. in the bus we abit not happy n i explained to him wat's going on.. After tat we reach vivo we quarrel n he 1st time do tat thing to me.. he throw me at habourfront mrt station n he tap card in his own n walk away. tat's hurts me. I went to toilet cried. =( after tat he msg me ask me go to passenger sevice there.. den bla blah blah.. sad sad sob sob.. after tat i went to tap card in n we two go dhoby ghuat. den he say want to accompany waiting the train to go home. But i say i dun want dun wanna to go home. He said something tat is very hurts me n too harsh. And let me totally disappointed. =( After tat i called veron n waited for her n qy for 1hour plus like tat. Jianliang is not wif me.. he now in his cousin chalet till dun noe wat time go home plus didnt msg me at all. =(

To baby:

U say me never ti liang u? U noe all tis words hurts me alot ma? We Quarrel u go n use brk up is words to threaten me.
Our Relationship so easily u can let go? Our relationship is onli cn strong till here? Our relationship is totally not strong at all n it's become more n more worse..
I'm a gal not a guy. Even tough u say me dun let u become the 1st stead tat u say brk up wif but to me is nth le cause all my ex brk up wif me de. Ni jing ruan can say tis kind of things to me. I totally disappointed u noe tat? Why juz now i chat in phone i suddenly cried? Cause veron asked me wat's happening between us and i think abt juz now the every words u told me it's let me feel very sad n heart pain.U leh everytime say ur time is very precious den u shouldnt will keep slpin till so late since ur time is so PRECIOUS.If u reali think tat u wif me very xin ku den u can brk up wif me. Dun ALWAYS use brk up tis thing to YA wo! AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
N last thing.. baby u go think every words tat u say to me n go reflect tat didnt i ti liang u.
We keep on quarrel i think is more hurting our relationship lo. Is become more n more worse liao. if u dun feel tis way u go n think it carefully.

♥ Evelyn.

15 yrs old.
CSS student.
Modern Dancer.
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(~) = Done
- ( )Can wif my stead last forever/long!
- (~)Love him forever
- (~)Treat him good
- ( )Wish tat he gt more free time to pei me
- ( )Dun quarrel untill say break up(Depends)
- (~)Can somehow trust back guys =)
- (~)Wish tat he wont timer me
- (~)Dun let others gal snatch him away frm me
- (~)Wish tat he cn quit smoking(Slowly)
- (~)Wish tat he wont tell lies to me
- ( )Wish tat he cn grow taller than me.. Haha.
- (~)Wish tat he can somehow wont mind my religion(Although he is a free thinker)
- (~)Wish tat his family ok wif it if him cn keep on coming to my church
- (~)Wish tat i dun be so forgetful
- ( )Wish tat he will put me at 1st place in his heart(I noe is very difficult for him) =)
- ( )Wish tat his attitude change back like last time not like now.

- (~)A couple stuff from someone special (couple ring)
- (~)Want him to love me forever
- (~)Some New Clothes tat i buy this yr (6 New Clothes)
- ( )MONEY
- (~)New shoes but nt high heels(1 is bought in malaysia. 2nd is bought by my sis cause i need it for work)
- ( )Want him forever.
- ( )Wish tat my FYE exams and others exams will be beta result
- (~)Wish tat i dun be so forgetful

- (~)Totally dun smoke when anythings happen(Stress or abt BGR i will smoke few sticks)
- (~)Dun hits wall when not in gd mood(Depends)
- (~)Dun cut my hands when i in bad mood(Depends)
- ( ) Less eat More meals